Don't trace your first name and his last name
with the dots that show up in the back of your tired eyelids
And definitely don't think of his lip brushing your cheek
2 am isn't the time to be wondering if you should have said hey or hi or what's up :)
Scratch the emoji that would mean you're too excited to talk to him
And maybe you should have hugged him with both arms over?
Wait no, he always liked his arms over your shoulders
Shit, you should have let him hug you first
Hopefully you didn't have salad in your teeth
you're trying to look slimmer even though Thanksgiving is coming up
Are you thinking about him again?
Stop
It's already 2:47
and you're still wondering if he turned off his read receipts on iMessage
because he wanted to ignore you without you knowing
Stop it
Close your eyes and don't try to fix the stutter you had yesterday
2:50 just sleep
2:54 It's easy, just forget about the way he makes you feel
2:55 No, cuddling him right now wouldn't make you sleep better
3:01 I love him
3:01 I love him
3:01 I love h
